夏天的尾巴
It's been so long since I updated this blog...it seems lifeless now, but since I already started it, I should at least try to keep it alive.
Summer has been...
boring, yet full of unexpected up and downs that make the journey in life just a little bit more worthwhile. I would never forget about 2009, because it's a year of learning and exploring, finding out more about myself that I have never known before. Even though nothing truly significant happened in the summer of 2009, it marks a special stage of my life---self-reflection and motivation. It was during this time that I discovered my true desires and goals, my strengths and weaknesses, and things I need to improve upon. I feel that I have more of the strength to walk on now, and smile to myself because I do believe in a brighter tomorrow. Which, I have to say, is a heartwarming feeling.
Life is full of surprises, you never know what you will come across around the corner.
Lazy, rainy, pretty summer days are almost coming to an end.
I keep asking myself, what did I do though?
Deep down, nothing's changed. I still lie lazily on the swing, counting the number of clouds that pass by the little bit of sky above me. I still hold the same book I was holding last summer, in an attempt to finish it for the 2nd or 3rd time. I still write sentences of a story, that I know by heart, is meant to be left unfinished. Life right now is a little repetitive, as I try my very best to keep busy, finding out what I really want to do, making lists that I know I won't be able to keep...
I still rant, as I know no one would really hear it...
I still love to watch the patches of shades dance on the floor, and feel the laziness spread.
Like always, I want summer to end yet I don't want it to stop.
Like a willful little girl, I selfishly cling the pretty moments all to myself, and leave the rest out.
But even so, I know, that I can't go back to how I used to be in the past.
'tis probably the last time I will enjoy summer like this. Life will just get busier and we will forget how beautiful and soothing summer days should be.
While there is still a little bit of time, let us all enjoy summer to the fullest.
Summer has been...
boring, yet full of unexpected up and downs that make the journey in life just a little bit more worthwhile. I would never forget about 2009, because it's a year of learning and exploring, finding out more about myself that I have never known before. Even though nothing truly significant happened in the summer of 2009, it marks a special stage of my life---self-reflection and motivation. It was during this time that I discovered my true desires and goals, my strengths and weaknesses, and things I need to improve upon. I feel that I have more of the strength to walk on now, and smile to myself because I do believe in a brighter tomorrow. Which, I have to say, is a heartwarming feeling.
Life is full of surprises, you never know what you will come across around the corner.
Lazy, rainy, pretty summer days are almost coming to an end.
I keep asking myself, what did I do though?
Deep down, nothing's changed. I still lie lazily on the swing, counting the number of clouds that pass by the little bit of sky above me. I still hold the same book I was holding last summer, in an attempt to finish it for the 2nd or 3rd time. I still write sentences of a story, that I know by heart, is meant to be left unfinished. Life right now is a little repetitive, as I try my very best to keep busy, finding out what I really want to do, making lists that I know I won't be able to keep...
I still rant, as I know no one would really hear it...
I still love to watch the patches of shades dance on the floor, and feel the laziness spread.
Like always, I want summer to end yet I don't want it to stop.
Like a willful little girl, I selfishly cling the pretty moments all to myself, and leave the rest out.
But even so, I know, that I can't go back to how I used to be in the past.
'tis probably the last time I will enjoy summer like this. Life will just get busier and we will forget how beautiful and soothing summer days should be.
While there is still a little bit of time, let us all enjoy summer to the fullest.
